I remember the first day I knew you. You sat beside me, no talked at all but from that moment I began to really see you. You made a joke and I laughed. How happy I was at there. I realized that I started interesting with you.
But next day, next week, and next month passed and I was busy to prepare about PSCS 2010. So for a while, I forgot anything about you. I didn't know why, maybe that was because I didn't have any special feel at that moment.
At 6th October 2010, I was surprise because I had to publish PSCS 2010 to many places and guess what, I would going out with you. I was speechless.
I remember clearly, I sat behind on you on your motorbike. We went to many places and laughed together. I remember we ate together at eureka even it just about 15 minutes because our friends came and joined with us.
I remember we went to junior high school 3 and we waited for long time enough at there. We talked together and stand near each other. Some students at there started to call your name, but you told me that honestly, you didn't know them. You said in whisper to my ear.
I remember there was 2 women who looked at us with a weird seeing, then I asked to you ...
- Me :
- Him :
- Me :
- Him :
- Me :
Then we went to MOG. I remember I made you in hurry because I had to give my friend's helmet back. Then you offered me that you would take me home this afternoon but I ignored it. DAMN I'M SO REGRET NOW!
I remember our first tweets. And the most I remember is when you gave me your special tweet. Oh you will never know how happy I was. Now, I realize that I am falling in love with you. Oh damn that is very crazy.
Day by day I start to understand. You are far enough to reach. I'm not your type. I can't make you to see me. I am invisible on your eyes. So many reasons why I am not suitable to stand beside you. I try to forget you but I can't.
Just seeing you at a distance maybe is all I can do
Just keeping the hurt when I can't tell you what I really feel maybe is the best
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